Karena's Poetry Book

Lost

I look around and see nothing
My eyes are blind, body numb
Everything is dark
Impossible to think
Unable to breath
I am Lost in the darkness
Lost to the world.

My heart

I loved you once
It was a mistake
When I let you in again
All you did was take

I loved you twice
you know the worse part?
I hate you forever
but you still have my heart

When there is death all around
How can you be happy?

The world is ending too soon for the
and you live on, not knowing why.

The greats loose their battles
And you sit there wondering why.

Life is a strange and cruel thing
You never know what will happen next

Death may have taken them,
But it will take you to them as well.

This is dedicated to all of those who have died summer of 2009, RIP all of you!

Have you ever?

Have you ever felt love from someone you didn't know?
Have you ever wanted to protect people far from you?
Have you ever wished your family was different?
Have you ever wanted to have an online family?
Have you ever loved them more than your true family?
I do.
Have you ever?


Dedicated to my Online Family!

Sedona

Sedona is weird
She is strange
She writes poetry
Her talents range.
But wierd and strange
As she my be
She's my sister,
And part of my Family.

I love you Se-Se!!!

This has no title...but lets just say I needed to write it after what's been going on..

When the world is dark
and you feel alone
like the world is crashing
and there is nothing you can do

you feel sick to your stomach
and feel like you are dead
others have left you
you are all alone

crying from pain
wishing it would end
going into your room
and getting that razor blade...

Evanescent

I am disappearing, fading slowly.
My body, my mind.
slowly leaving the pain behind.
wanting full release, but not yet.
leaving behind hatred and anger..
slowly going back into the abyss we came from.
I am evanescent...

Women of the Night

We are brought by the night,
comforted by it.
We need not the sun, but the moon.

The darkness around us brings us alive,
nurtures our lives.
We are women of the night.


lol not perfect but I had it in my head for a bit lol...may be edited. This is for you twin, you know who you are!

The horror starts it all..
anger, hate..
the pain doesn't help,
needs to be stronger..

the blade is sharp
the blood runs fast
the deeper i go
the more I bleed.

the feeling welcomed,
I closed my eyes
welcoming the darkness
letting it take me away...

Used...Broken
Now there's nothing left
only a body wandering for its soul
A soul looking for a better life...a better place
Death is the only way
I'm worthless, unloved
Might as well die
And make the whole world happy...

Devastating
Painful
too much to bear

It hurts
It kills
It ruins lives

How can something
As beautiful as love
Be so destructive.

~Awoke~
I saw you when I awoke
Graceful and calm
Bright and beautiful
I knew you'd be the one

I wanted to know you
Be with you
From that moment
I knew

You played with my hair
And massaged my back
Had a coffee
And watched my work

We spent on day together
And we connected
And now i want you
As my wife.

~Insane~

They say I'm insane
But only someone as sane as I
Could be crazy yet still be sane
And be able to say I'm not either.

I confuse them and confuzzle them
They call me crazy
And I show them I'm not
And that i am

Did you follow that at all?

This is thanks to all the drama...(OLD)

The Drama was too much
I couldn't take it anymore
I have 5 gashed on my arm
And blood all over the floor...

You make me happy when i am sad
Bring me up when I am down
Show me love I don't think I deserve
You change my whole world

I want to make you happy
Show you my love
I'll soon have my chance
To show you everything..


Dedicated to my one and only love...

When he tore my heart
you were there to mend it
Even if you were someone else's
You chose me instead
I cant thank you enough
Or love you enough
But I can try and be
Better than what you need.

Why cant you be happy?
Why must you try and hurt me?
Are you really trying to help someone else?
Or are you doing this for your sick pleasure?

I'm tired of it.
Stop it now.
Or else you may not be here.
To see yourself fail.

Rain

The soothing sounds
Of falling on the pavement
The smells of nature
Coming to life...


not finished...